Britney Williams

i look at you and i admit to myself that- yeah, it's true
you may very well be at your peak
because you once smelled of potential
but now you reek- of "sell-out" "toogoodtocall" and "full of excuses"
and i've been mis-used and abused by you
fooled by you- dropped picked up and thrown down by you
so if it's cool by you
i'm going to dust myself off and watch as my frankenstein enjoys her 15 minutes of fame
cuz what goes up must come down
and as much as i enjoyed watching you destroy
not only yourself but me as well
i am very much anticipating watching this plane fall
50,000 feet from the sky
nah, i'm not spiteful see
i just wish you'd get your head out the clouds
because you've already missed what living right is all about
i've been searching for a way to say- politely
that you've replaced family and friends
and surrounded yourself with sneakerheads and hypebeasts
contacts, tattoos, and 10deep shirts won't pay for your bills
piercings, mohawks, and thursday night clubbing will not get you a job
i've bent over backwards to put gas in that tank
i did my share of pushin' boats
and smellin' like trees to put them trues on your ass and them j's on your feet
so when you falland you realize there's noone around to pick you up
maybe then you'll learn that i don't do what i do to please everyone else
and because you are my own frankenstein
i've changed and rearranged after taking a better look at myself
so- know that everyone that you've stepped on to get where you're at
is just waiting for the moment that you fall
and hoping that you realize that
you're selfish-ignorant-arrogant&&unthankfuleveryone-
except for me
because i promised you-
almost 3 years ago that i'd always be here if you were ever in need.
but like i said-
i guess change starts with me