just for fun

gettin this hurt off my chest through this paper and pen is critical
get the words right; never miss a beat
hold nothing back; nothing
that's how I ended up where i'm at now
by holding back nothing
i wish this was something like a nothing
no. not a chance.
you're more than just a pretty girl with good convo
who's good with white sheets with blue lines stained with her ink
i was more than just a girl who made you smile and appreciated you and our
time consumed more than you know
see... if i looked like her it would be a different story wouldn't it?
no. i'm not gorgeous. i'm not even okay.
but my words were genuine; along with my thoughts
these thoughts of you circle me.
i wish you didnt but, you have me surrounded
as much as i want you to stay
i know you can't wait to go
like i said; you're just out of my league
and now what?
i'm left with nothing but a stained piece of paper and a mouth full of cavities

p.s.

i just don't think it's fair how you played those games
because i really was diggin you
i pray that you never feel the way that i feel now
because now i'm left with these cavities
but slowly i'll begin to get these cavities filled
and once they're filled, i'll remember to never again
take a bite of these tempting cookies