&&After All Is Said And Done

"You see you can't just play with people's feelings.
Tell them you love them- and don't mean it.
You'll probably say that it was juvenile.
But I think that I deserve to smile."

See I want to write a poem on how I feel right now. But I can't. I don't know how. Don't even know what to say considering the fact that I don't even know what to do with myself. I'm tired. Tired of life. Tired of love. Jazmine Sullivan said "I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair, but I'm scared of loving you. Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task? Why it won't last? Is that too much to ask? Why do we love love, when love seems to hate us?" It couldn't be said any better. Well I'll cut it here. All I can say is that it was coo while it lasted. Back to the norm right? I just need to go impair my judgement. Bye for now.